Friday, February 15, 2013

70mph

i am very aware of my stomach

because i have eaten crap

and my stomach feels like crap

and i feel like i am going to be sick and i'm sweating

and i feel sort of high but in a bad way

like i took two OxyContin on an empty stomach and now i feel nauseous

and i think 'oh god oh god oh god i feel awful i feel bad is this reality time feels terrible i feel terrible i want to throw up i don't want to throw up do not throw up please throw up get it over with is this going to last forever is this reality i don't want this reality i want out of reality i want to be dead'

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