Sunday, March 31, 2013

this is what we did 4 easter:

my dad, mom, and sister
danced to "Gangnam Style"

we made nachos with
turkey meat (but not on my chips),
refried beans, cheese, sour cream, salsa;
i had fresh cilantro on mine

we watched a scene from "Men In Black"
bc it was on tv & my sister wanted
to watch the part where Will Smith
is being tested to become a MIB

(ps- "MIB" is old: you can see
the twin towers in that movie

[it is interesting to note the theory
that there are real life men in black
who work for world governments
in an attempt to track down extraterrestrials
and/or who ARE extraterrestrials
and/or who are extraterrestrials
pretending to work for word governments
in an attempt to scare human beings

{but we were Catholic and, i think,
that prevented me from fully exploring
my paranormative & cryptozoological interestes}

so when "MIB" came out in 1997,
i was excited because i thought
the movie would be a confirmation
of the extraterrestrial information
i had read about and researched
in books from the library,]

but it wasn't; it was hooky
and i think that was when
i began to stop associating
with mainstream culture
and i think that was when
my interest in extraterrestrials deteriorated
...well, that, and we were Catholic)

so, from a former Catholic to you:
Happy Easter!

Monday, March 25, 2013

Thought Catalog has just published me

i usually try to keep these blogger posts strictly for the purpose of creative endeavors, but i'm very happy to break the rule because Thought Catalog has just published my analysis of Chris Killen's "Blind Date: An Interactive Romance." it's very exciting, so check it out here.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

deja vu

sometimes,
i'll reflect
on something
that happened
and i'll think,
'dude,
that already happened'

Monday, March 18, 2013

an inorganic ancient oracle

Tolstoy. Shit!

it's okay to say "panties" in commercials now, evidently

i'm going to read Notes from Underground
i think

i've never read Dostoevsky before
people seem to like him though

hope i will too

there is a tent in the woods that has been there for over a year

go out to the woods
stand in one spot for hours
absorb the surrounding sensory information:

listen to the chirping birds,
the goings-on of creatures,
the majestic silence of deer

realize that another reality exists
this reality is continuous within itself
and it is separate from your notion of reality

cry.
it is the only appropriate response

Saturday, March 9, 2013

dialogue 3

"I wish I were a machine."
"Machines don't have feelings."
"I wish I were a machine."

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

voices voiced

im sure if i worked hard
and tried hard
things would be okay

but who knows
if they can be
or would be
or should be
or...

why would they need to be?

Friday, March 1, 2013

not online dating

i met my significant other online
she didn't know it for the first six months

yesterday i talked to her for the first time
she responded

positively i think

life is looking up